Having so many doors being slammed in my face one after the other hurts. I don’t like not being good at things or not being good enough for things. I’ve always been good at school. I’ve always been a leader. I’ve always stood out from the crowd, worked hard, and got everything that I wanted and deserved but right now I’m not doing any of these things, at least not where graduate school is concerned. And I feel terrible!
I have a love/hate relationship with quitting. I don’t like failing, giving up, and not following through. I also don’t like feeling stuck, complacent, or like I’m settling. With all of the things going wrong and right in my life I’ve decided it’s time to quit a couple of things. Continue reading